Wax male anatomical figure, Italian, 1776-1780, Science Museum, London, Wellcome Images.
It’s an additive process, this rendering what seems flayed so we can understand the missing surface better. Each soft scrape of wax pressed against the armature like a kiss (red for muscle, yellow for tendon and ligament, white for bone) brings me closer to a graveyard fact: it’s the surface that often falls away first, that same surface through which we learn pain, comfort, closeness, isolation. Oh my dear dead teachers, anatomists and artists who broke the seal of skin in your hunt for bone- deep truth, you’d be astonished at the sight of me, your unrecognizable future: this woman warming wax between her fingers, adding on, slowly building up her own body of work.